Ssup Ssup Ssup dudes.!
Uhm , currently hearing songs and Watching Shuffle meetup videos.
(video above)
What can i say is that , I really miss those atmosphere during the shufflemeetup.
Eventhough , we stayed with those shufflers for awhile ,
but , i can feel the fun .. Eventhough , they seems to be Strangers to us ..
The laughter behind us ,
And , the way they joke around ..
And , the way they show that they're talented ..
And , the way they work together as one ..
*Sigh .
the most thing that i miss is , Looking at his face ..
being in the same Train , different cabin as him ..
Why must it happen this way.?
Why must the one i loved leaves me just like that .?
Leaving me unattended ,
and i still remembered , when he say ..
" I will still contact you."
Recalling back time ,
really made me smile and teared
Smile , because of those funny and sweet moments ..
I remembered how u asked me for stead ..
U spelled out my full name out , and say , " would you be my girlfriend.?"
And,i remembered , i msged u and sayy ;
"2 more days b.2 more days .. I bet u duno what i mean right .?"
and u replied ,
"how can i forget , its our 1st months anniversary .."
I really thought , u forget about it ..
and , whn i told u that i thought u dont really care about our relationship,
u told me , that u thought that i was the one who dont care about our relationship ..
and , i remembered ..
when your Slipper being stepped by your friend ,
and it tored , and u need to buy a new one .
When , we celebrated our Puasa times , together ..
Dont u remembered that day .?
When u told me that u're going for ur Tarawih prayer ,
but u slacked under the voiddeck with your friends.?
hah , What a funny thing ..
And , i remembered when we planned to Meetup ,
And , went for break-fast together and the last day of Puasa ..
Dang , i swore i miss those time ..
Those thang that made me teared ,
When , u suddenly msged me .
and told me that we couldnt be together ,
u leave me unattended so suddenly ..
I asked myself ;
What is my wrongdoings towards you.?
till you acted that way towards me.?
I know , U hated me already .
but , idk why it seems too hard for me to forget you ..
Till now , its been 7 months waiting for you ..
but still , i wont stop waiting ..
Eventhough , if in the end ..
I cant get u back in my life , I'm still glad .
Cause , u're part of me before ..
And , Cause i've gotten ur love before ..
Gotten u to be my listening ear before ..
And , getta meet you , And listen , and watched ,
the way you say ; " i love you" to me .. right infront of my eyes ..
Thanks for everything dude ..
Lotsalove ,
salsabila♥