Hello Hello Hello .
Todae i nvr come to school , because I'M SICK .
and IT SUCKS ! damnit . -.-
alright , so yesterday night ..
I got this one dream , and i'm so gonna tell IZZAH ..
okay .. So , i'm feeling damn bored right now .
but , gg back to sleeep later on .
because , i need plenty of rest so that i can go to school tmr (:
I'm sorry SISTERS , cause i'm unable to let u guys came to my crib todae ..
because , i'm sick ):
and , DZUL ! tons of sorry to u too , cause i cant meet u todae ):
Damn sorry people .
But Dzul , i'll be coming this weekend . Remember our 'DARE' alright ? *winks*
hmms ..
What else should i say .. Ouh , Yeah .
changed my blog song already ..
And , there's two Songs which this one 'DUDE' dedicated to me ,
and another one , the very last one .. THE MOST MEANINGFUL ONE .
ME and HIS fave song ):
*sigh*
And,after reading Izzah's blog .. and hear to her Blogsong , I teared ..
One thing , because i miss those old times ..
Izzah & Me has been waiting for them Since end of last year ..
yup , End of last year ..
And , we swore that we totally cant moved on , and love others ..
Like how we loved them .
We just hope for them to return back to us , But it may be a Hard way ..
Like what Izzah says , "waiting for flakes to drop in singapore " ..
and , i kept on saying this to myself ..
"why couldnt there be a PERFECT guy who could replace him in my heart ?"
Once , it was R----- ,I thought i could gave my love to him ..
But, after sometimes .. I realise , He wasnt the perfect guy ..
And , it changed to A--- , and i really cant deny that i start loving him..
But , Now..I dont know ?? uhhhrgh ..
I guess , there wont be any other guy who could replace A---- at the moment of time ..
I just cant stop myself from Remembering him , Every seconds ..
And , cant stop myself from loving him Fully ..
Like what i've told Izzah .. I shared how the feelings of me towards A---- ,
And she understands me ..
Not forgetting Emma & Partneyy too ..
But , i'm closer to Izzah , and Izzah too go through everything wimme ,
And , be the witness of everything ..
And she too sayys , " I miss him too .. But , THE OLD HIM "
yup .. We miss the OLD them ..
Ohh , whatever it is ..
We just cant get them back ..
Unless , If there's some MIRACLES from ALLAH ..
*Sigh*
I guess , i've let out what i'm feeling in this blog already ..
This is Not Emo-ing .. But ,
Letting out every bit and pieces of what i'm feeling inside ..
Since , this blog is mine ..
I will type out what i'm feeling ..
I'm hoping u guys to come back to us ..
and , this part of th lyrics , Which A--- dedicated to me ;
"Salsabila itu namamu
Salsabila sering di hatiku
sukarnya untuk berpisah dengan dirimu
tak sanggup kehilanganmu
tak tertahan menanggung rindu
wajahmu sering menjelma
dalam mimpiku"
if u guys realise , The part Nurain is changed to SALSABILA ..
Alright people , thats all ..
Byebye . Takecare .
Lotsalove,
salsabila♥
muwaahsmuwaahs!
-CHALOBETHE.