i miss you .
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
browsing through old pictures ,
i found this one folder ..
which contains alot of pictures of u ..
it made me recall back the memories we had ..
the sweetest memories that i've ever had ..
where i get to know you , during fasting time ..
we're like strangers , when u added me up & start talking to me .
where , gerek-asses are the ones who are chatting with u not me ..
gerek-asses really had fun disturbing you , and flirting around with you ..
when suddenly u asked for my number , and gerek-asses gave my number to you ..
you called me , and starts talking to me ..
in the ferst place , i remembered when u and me , didnt talk alot ..
when suddenly , after for a few mins ,
we starts talking , time passed by , and to found out ,
that we've been talking like as if we're already close friends ..
put down , to break fast .
and , start msging ..
u told me tt u're gg online ..
and , i went online too ..
chatted and there u are asking me for stead .
i didnt think twice and just accept you ..
i knew tt u could make me happy ..
days passed , and i'm starting to fall deeply into you ..
and , i knew tht i aint joking abt this matter , and really loving you so much ..
we talked , we laughed , we shared problems , we shared our jokes ,
we shared our lifestory about families , and also schools , friends , classmates ..
when , our 1st monthsarry came ..
i'm so happy and glad , that i've got the person , whom i truely loved ..
but , suddenly .. it turns out to be the very bad day for me ,
on 271008..
we seperate and moved on our own ways ..
when suddenly , u start contacting me back , before going for ur Kinabalu trip ..
only god knows how much i misses you at that point of time ..
after u came back from kinabalu ,
u contacting me baack again ..
when 1 day , on the 4thDec08 ,
u asked me to meet u up the next day ..
and , i met you .
god knows how happy , and how grateful i am to get to meet you ..
we jokes around , watch videos , and i remember we're disturbing izzah at tt time ..
after that , u send me home ..
and otw there , i remembered how u teased me ..
by opening the song "HEARTBREAKER-Kanye west " cause it was my msgtone.
when i thought tt i've got a msg from someone ,
i opened up my beg , and notice that i've been pranked by you ..
cause , it was actually from yr fone , and not tt i've got a msg ..
u laughed alot , and i start laughing too .
ur laughing , ur hugs really made up my day .
but , why must u suddenly stop contacting me ?
what did i do wrong towards you till u act liddis towards me ?
how i wish , i could rewind back the time ..
to tht 5thDec08 ,
and stop the time ..
so that i could spent more time of mine with you ..
and ,
i told sister , when suddenly cekgu hawa opened up this videos ,
of this friend of someone dead .
i told sister ,
'if i were to die , i just wish that i could have you , gerek-asses , my family .. and also Ahmad syahmi beside me .. '
haiish ..
ahmad , i just wish you understands how i feel ..
but , i know .
u wont ever understands me anymore ..
thanks alot for all ur loves towards me ,
and memories tht we've created ..
i'm still loving you ..