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Friday, January 2, 2009

"Ya allah,
jika aku jatuh cinta,
cintakanlah aku kepada seseorang
yg melabuhkan cintanya padamu.
agar bertambah kekuatan untuk menyintaimu."

hello readers.
currently watching jangan pandang belakang..
ii was watching tht story,
so i went offline.
sorry to peeps whom i didnt cht with.
i'm some sort of lazy want to entertain people todae
i feel weak.
really weak..
haiiz.
only god knows what i'm feeling right now.
its the start of the year,
and, i'm already feeling like this.
may Allah hear to all my prayers and grant tht one and only wish of mine.
i just feel tht i aint strong without him,
but no matter what,i'm still moving on..
ii just cant give up,and stand in a corner and cry as if i'm lost.
yes,i am lost.but,tht doesnt help by crying..
i shud have start to think tht ii must move on with my life no matter what happened.
i'm sure,
if he's already meant to be mine,
he'll surely come bacq to me.
maybe,Allah want to test me,
whether i'm strong or not without him around me?
if he doesnt meant to be mine,
insyaAllah,i'll get a better guy in the future.
tt can show me much more deeply,whats the meaning of 'LOVE'..
i've learnt alot from him what does love means..
but,
i let him him go off from my life,
eventhough its really hard for me..
i'll do anything to just make him feel happy,
eventhough in the end,i'm the one who will feel hurt..
and,the most hurtful things tht had happened to me in my 14years of life,
is to let him off from my life..
really,its the most hurtful thing tht have ever happen in my 14 years of life..
imagine tht? ..
haiiz.
nevermind.
i guess,i'll let the nature handle everything,
i'll let Allah handle everything ..
because he's the only one who knows what will happen in the future..

"doaku kepadamu Ya Allah,supaya berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi dugaan dan rintangan yg sedang aku lalui.walaupun berat untukku menangungnya,ku tetap akan menempuh segala dugaan yg engkau berikan kepadaku.Ku harap,engkau akan memberikanku yg terbaik di dalam hidupku ini.Dan juga,Ku harap engkau akan kembalikannya kepadaku.Jika tidak,gantikanlah dia kepada seseorang yg akan menyayangiku,menjagaku seperti mana engkau telah menyayangi dan menjagaku.Cintakanlah aku kepada seseorang,yg melabuhkan cintanya kepadamu,agar bertambah kekuatanku menyintaimu.."

lotsalove;
salsabila♥