Tuesday, January 20, 2009
ouh boy,i cant deny tt i still love you.
eventhough i may say tt i hates you,
but there's a reason behind all of it.
it wasnt because of you,
it was all caused by tt girl.
eventhough it was just a crush,
but i know tt it had come to part of "love" ,
as i've felt something special about you.
eventhough we did only talk for only awhile,
but, the memories is still kept inside my mind.
i can say tt i hate you,
i can say tt i dont love you,
i can say everything tt is negative ,
to avoid myself from saying the fact ,
tt i love you.
cause,
i thought tt my heart still belongs to ahmad syahmi.
yes,it still belongs to him,
only tt part of it ,
i've given to you.
& secretly,
i've fallen for you.
i dont know where's the speciality of you,
till u make me fall for you.
ouh boy,
how i wish you could just know my true feelings..
everytime i see you,
i cant deny tt i wanted to see you ,
i wanted to atleast have an eyecontacts with you,
& feel like telling you all my feelings twards you.
But,i cant .
i just cant ..
maybe its just my fate,
to just love you secretly,
& not even getting any single feeling of you loving me.
*sigh.
sisters,
i can lie to everyone,
but i just cant lie to you sisters,
tt i still have the feelings for him (:
-salsabila-