"its just the feeling of loosing someone tt uu really love.&& the feeling is like,uu cant live ur live anymore without them"


hello readers[:
currently doing nothing.
just came home from school.
not just luh,
how many hours/mins ago.
alright,sisters came just now excluding sisterEmma.
went with maria ferst cause sisterIzzah want to hang ard at sch canteen ferst.
i thought tt my mom will be werking,so i licah2 went home.
and,reach home,ibu sayys after sending wani and ariantie off to sch,she straightaway went to work.
ohh man,its now currently raining cupcakes and donuts .
alooot sey the cupcakes and donuts jatuh from the sky * stomach growling*
&& just now is my ferst day of school!
went to the bubbletea shop,everyone seems to already arrived at school.
maria went off with me ferst.
so,reach school,waited for sisters like so long till mostly everyone is already settled down.
suddenly saw sisterIzzah.
met her and we sit down while waiting for tt morning assembly to start.
&& !! i saw my EX-CRUSH!!
omg!?
i miss looking at his face -_-"
ok,i dont expect tt i'll be saying this,
but seriously,ii miss staring at his blur face.
while holding to tt class-card .
hahas !
ii guess he saw me manxzs.
so,ii was trying to looked away..
but,get to eyecontact with him awhile *winkswinks*
ii guess he's shocked to see me letting out my fringe -_-"
semuerh dh mcm stare aku semacam siot !
uh,hecq care kan?
nyahahas.
and heck !
i kena sit beside tt glenn ..
but,its okay.
he's quiet friendly too (:
recess recesss saw my ex-crush again !
fcuk,ii was walking near him luh kan !
haha ..
he saw me !
hahas .
oke salsa,u're being lame manxzs.
alrightalright,i'll stop it right now [:
bacq to the story,
gerek-asses still sat tgt,
but its not as gerek as it was before.
how saaaad can it be bby ):
btw,
when i woke up early in the morning,
i feel like crying and ii just sat down for awhile and reflecting bacq the times during puasa2008.
how,he woke me up by msging me early in the morning..
how he teman me all the way to school by msging me and making me laugh,
till everyone seems to look at me with a ??? face ..
i really miss those time manxzs.
&& not forgetting how he teman me inside the class when i'm bored ..
he'll definitely teman me .
see how sweet can he be ?!
i remembered once i msged him ii asked "ganggu tak?"
he was like . "ganggu ar.. i tgh ade DnT period nie.."
ii was like,feeling sad y'knw.
so,i was like,oh,ok.sorry laa...
he replied ; " tkde pape la(: DnT i boley pakaii ape2 ii nakk .. i nga pkaii my big headphone sambil sketching(: "
hahas !
omg..
from sad to laughing mood ..
haiiz.
ii rly miss tht time y'know ; ahmad?
yeah.
i feel like crying jz now morning,
instead of uu waking me up,it was ariffin .
haiiz.
hope u'll come bacq to me dude ..
uu know who uu are right ? (:
alright.
thts it.
bye
takecare
lotsalove;
salsabila♥
muwahhsmuwaaahs!



"hey dude.
i really miss ur wakeup call and the way uu say ; b wakie wakiee ! *sigh*"