Monday, January 12, 2009
i know i aint a perfect person.
its just a mistake tt you came into my life.
its just a mistake for me to get to know you.
its just a mistake tt i talked to you.
its really a big big mistake when you became part of my life before.
never to expect tt i'm so into you,
never to expect tt i'm really into tt relationship,
never to expect tt i really love you.
i've just realised once you left me..
i felt the loose of the person whom i truly loved full heartedly.
how i cud just rewind back to the past,
on the date 220908.
that i'll never even get to know a person named ahmad syahmi ( sorry to state it here).
cause,
once i've given my truelove to someone,
its hard to take it back.
its still belongs to you if you really care..
but,
i know.
u already moved on.
and,leave everything behind.
cause,you really dont know
and dont feel the truelove in this part of "our relationship" before.
i know you dont take it seriously.
or,maybe you do.
before u met me.
after you met me,
no more contacting of each other.
no more of calling each other.
and,you just stop urself from talking to me anymore.
maybe,you just starting to hate me?
only god knows.
its alright..
i understands.
but,to tell you the truth,
i cant get over you.
i really cant.
and,i aint blaming you for it.
i'm blaming myself for being stupid,
to accept you in the ferst place.
not because of i hate you,
but because i truly love you.
that i shudnt hve accepted you .
but,thanks alot.
cause,of leaving me.
as i've learnt how to let go,
of the person whom i truly loved.
may god give you back to me,
or give me a better person (:
LIKE atlast,
i getta know the truth.
thanks alot bby for telling me .
i love you sisters(: