Tuesday, January 27, 2009
i dont know tt it gonna turn out to be this way.
if i do kno abt it ,
i would have tried avoiding myself from you from the start.
i thought , that i wouldnt have any feelings for you.
& already told myself in the ferst place tt,
"there's nothing between us , we're just gonna be friends, & not more then that" ..
but after awhile,
i started to have the feeling of "crush" towards you.
i thought tt it was just an imaginations,
or just a feeling tt will fades away sooner or later..
but i'm wrong,
the more we chatted with each other ,
the more feeling of it came.
i cant avoid myself from having a crush on you,
sharing my problems with you,
asking you for solutions,
with you beside me ,
all this time , encouraging me to move on,
& i do move on,
& be happy with you around me as my bestie.
but,why must this love feelings came to me ?
i dont wanna fall in love again ,
but i cant avoid it bby..
i cant ..
i just hope tt u'll know ,
what i'm feeling right now .
& i bet,
u've already kno,
what i'm feeling right now ..
- but,
nothing can change my love towards you(ahmad)
eventhough i kno tt you're alreadyy attached to this particular girl,
i just cant let you off my mind.
you can just forget me , & tell me to fuck off, blocked me from your list,
but you cant stop me from loving you dude ..
u cant dude, u just cant stop me ..
how i've been crying all day night long ,
if i can just put everything to a stop,
i can bet tt i've already KILLED myself to DEATH..
but,
cause i think back,
especially about religious thinggy,
i dont do it.
if not,i can bet with you ,
tt i've already no longer living in this world ..
might as well i die ,
den suffering everyday without you wimme dude ..
*sigh..