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Monday, January 5, 2009

hello readers.
currently hearing songs and watching teevee ..
was kindda bored alright.
pity my one lil niece;alya al-wani ..
she got fever.
firtst day of school some more manxzs..
abg sayys she reached home tros she fall sick.
aww,get well soon bby ! (:
just now chatted with IzzahSister ..
around 5+ in the evening,
ariffin called me for awhile.
he just came bacq from his counsellor thinggy for sec1 orientation camp..
and,i bet he's just feeling tired ..
bt,his voice still as usual.
haha!
his friends at the bacqground was so damn effing kecoh beb.
alright..
haiiz.
hearing to th song crush by david archuleta made me remembered of him.
seriously..
ii feel so weak without him around me.
like as if he's the heartbeat of mine.
without him,ii just cant live.
i'm dying on the inner side.
eventhough classmates may see tt i'm bubly.
but,actually..
i'm no longer the old me.
only sisters know whud i'm feeling right now.
ii cud now only depend on my dearest sisters ; NurIzzahZafirah,Maria-Ulfah,NurEmmaLiew.
they're the only one who could understand my situation.
oh yeah,even my dearestPartneyy;fifie(:
thanks for being there for me.
nt forgetting ifrah and hudda.
they too made my day,but to tell uu guys the truth,
ii dont feel as happy as ii am with uu guys ..
ii dont see the old of uu guys..
idk if i'm the one who've changed or uu guys are the one who've changed.
sorry if ii mention abt this in this blog.
but,ii'm just stating it.
i'm sorry once again.
ii'm really feeling weaak without him.
eventhough people may say ; " wth salsa?! think laa,use ur brain..he's no longer urs whaaat?!"
yeah..
i know ..
but,its just my feelings alright.
people just dont seems to understands.
dey may just sayy tt i'm beeing too emotional ..
but,they doesnt know how much he meants alot to me.
seeing him goes online will make me feel as happy as i am before,
eventhough we didnt chat.
see,how special he is for me ?! ..
haiiz.
Ya Allah ,
ku berdoa kepadamu..
agar kuatkan diriku,hatiku untuk menghadapi segalanya.
Ku berharap,pada saat ini supaya dia akan kembali kepangkuanku.
Aku tak berdaya..
Aku lemah tanpanya di sisiku..
mengapakah pabila ku ingin menghilangkannya daripada ingatanku,
aku tidak mampu?! ..
walaupun ia sudah lepas beberapa bulan yg lalu,
ku tetap tidak dpt melupakannya.
apakah dia seseorang yg ku inginkan selama ini?! ..
apakah dia seseorang yg betol2 disayangi oleh diriku ini?
tidak semudah itu untuk lelaki lain untuk menggantikan tempat nya..
cintaku terhadapnya masih kukuh,
tidak pernah pudar ..
tidak ada setitik sekali pun yg hilang,
namanya tetap terukir di dlm hatiku..
Ya Allah,
tolonglah hambamu ini..
kuatkan lah aku ..
amiin ..
lotsalove;
salsabila♥
muwaaahs!muwaaahs!