Sunday, January 18, 2009
hello readers(:
uhm,currently hearing songs and helping hudda download songs.
i'm damn effing bored right now.
i dont know what to do,
except for staring into blank space.
tomorrow 3rd week of school already..
and,the date 22 is coming nearer,
the nearer the date is,
the more i started to think about him.
i know,all my tears tt i've let out,isnt worth it at all.
but,what am i to do,
the only answer for mine is - " its just too hard for me to let it off my mind".
haiiz.
only god knows how i'm suffering in the inner side.
whatever tt has happen,
its already happen, & i know
i cant turn back the time.
i'm such a lucky person to get my gerek-asses around me.
without them,i wont be this strong,
i wont be this strong to continue on being this "salsabila".
only tt sisters knows tt i aint being the same cheerful old salsa anymore(:
its just a fake one ..
will do ..
to make others happy,
i'll do anything.
But,only if he's right now with me,
i'll be truckloads better..
hmms.
nvm,forget about it.
just now was msging sisterIzzah.
she's at her aunty or i dont know who's wedding..
she's stucked there,
alone and being bored.
so,as a sister , i teman her by msging her ((:
hees !
^ ^
LOLS salsa.
haiiz.
sometimes i just feel tt,
" i'm just gratefull to have all this sweet peoples around me,
but why must i cry for tt one and only guy,who broke my heart?
and when i've been asking myself for an answer to tt questions,
it just cant replied back.
so,what does i really want right now?!
ouh yeah,its just him and him and always him .. -_-' "
hmms.
nevermind salsa,
u'll definitely forget him.
But,only tt
it'll take a really long time.
haiiz.
alright then people,
i better end now,
as i dont knw what to type out anymore.
bye
takecare
lotsalove;
salsabila♥
muwaahsmuwaahs!
"its jus tt this tears aint worth it,
crying over it wont make u come baq.
but,ive tried to let it go,why is it jus too hard?"
-salsabila-