Sunday, December 7, 2008

. SHITTOS!I'M SCARED IF HE FIND OUT YO .
hellos readers [:
currently hearing to songs ..
no one is currently online except for dearest erah [:
hahas ..
ohhs !
my caption for todae's ferst post is ; "shittos!i'm scared if he find out yo"
hahas ..
guess why i put it tht way ?
its abt ahmad yo ..
hahas ,
he viewed my friendster profile dunno when ,
maybe last night ..
and , one of my friendster pic , have my bloggy url ..
i'm scared tht he saw tht pic , and den went to my blog ..
if he does ,
i'll be DEAD !
*die*
hahas ..
duh !
i stated his name clearly as a caption lagi !
mangkok btol ..
but hold on ,
who cares yeah ?
atleast he can noe the true feelings of me towards him ?
if he doesnt wanna contact me then ,
its okayy [:
i dont mind .
i know i aint "preety" in rl , like what u thought in those pictures of mine [:
i guess ,
he wont be contacting me animore ..
how sad can tht be eyh ?
if he still wanna contact ,
thanks god ! alhamdulillah ...
but for now ,
i just go on with the flows ..
idk uhs ,
i aint ready for relationship !
idk why manxszx !
seriously ,
i'm not like those girls ,
who can easily change my love towards someone so suddenly ,
even if u guys thought i am ,
like , can easily change from dilo , to fairuz , from fairuz to ahmad syahmi , from ahmad syahmi to ruzaini ..
but , its not as easy as u think yeah ..
my feelings is now towards ahmad syahmi ONLY ..
ONLY him tht can make me as happy as i am last time [:
so , maybe i'll ask dani for a break ..
-___-"
i guess uhs ..
seriously ,
I AINT READY !
so ,
sorry dani ..
if i hurt ur feelings once again ..
haiiz .
i cant go on like this ..
i need him to know my true feelings .
i wont want to keep this feelings animore ..
i just cant take it .
urgh ,
just let me see ferst aites [:
for sisters ,
i just miss them truckloads.
i do miss them .
idk whats up , and what wrong did i do ,
till we had not contact each other till todae ..
maybe its just my fault ..
uhuhs ,
i'm alwaes in the wrong ..
yeah salsa , stupid salsa ..
haiiz .
i hope everything will be fine by today maybe ?
asap pls ..
hmms ..
what else shud i say ?
oh yah ,
tmrw is ored HARI RAYA HAJI .
so , to all muslim peoples ,
selamat hari raya aidil'adha !
semoga happy2 ye bsk pagie ..
nyehehe , eventhough its just "hari raya aidiladha" , but its also a celebration right ?
so , people ! lookout for those KAMBING yeah ..!
korban beybeh !
hehesz ..
ohs ,
the song above ,seperti dulu ..
refers to ahmad ..
i dedicate this song to ahmad [:
please hear to this song properly ,
and you will know what's i'm feeling right now ..
or ,
c'mon ..
i'll let u see those lyrics here yeah ,
my feelings towards ahmad ,
is like what is stated there ,
c'mon..
mari kita sama2 lihat ye [:
Selalu ku mengharapkan
Kau akan segera pulang
Kau balik seperti dulu
Menghapuskan rindu
Yang sering menghantuiku
Semenjak kau datang
Di hatiku sayang
Semua resahku hilang
Diriku bukanlah
Seorang yang mudah
Menyerahkan cinta semudah kata
Kudambakan cinta
Indah seperti dulu
Kerna cintaku tak pernah rasa jemu
Biar hati bimbang
Aku terus menunggu
Benar ku tahu kau tak pernah jauh
Kau di hatiku
Di hari yang datang
Janganlah kau ulang
Lukai hatiku sayang
Aku pun bukanlah
Seorang yang bisa
Menggantikan cinta sekelip mata
Aku inginkan cinta
Kita seperti dulu
Kerna cintaku tak mudah rasa jemu
Biar hati bimbang
Aku terus menunggu
Dan aku tahu kau tak pernah jauh
Kau di hatiku
so people,
how's the song?
hahas..
uhms ,
i guess ..
thats all ..
byebye
takecare
lotsalove;
salsabila♥
muaccks!