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Monday, December 29, 2008

i'm stress right now.
i dont know what to do.
if only i've got ahmad or fairuz around me,
i'll feel much more better..
haiiz.
i cant stand it hearing to those shoutings and cryings of my nieces,
and,i'll end up crying to because of what?
because of i'm so fcuking stressedup and also missing sharing my problems with the two guys,
espcially ahmad.
to ahmad;
hey dude. do ue noe tht i still do love you?
its been for 3 months and i still have ue in my heart..
i cant let go all of those memories when we are together,
and th time when we met.
i miss ur smiles,i miss ur laughters,i miss the way ue look me deep in my eyes..
i miss ur voice,
i miss everything about ue.
how i wish ue were there to care,to love me,to hug me,to comfort me like how ue did before..
seriously,i'm really in need of ur warmhugs..
sigh.
maybe i cud get it in my dreams only.
the only wish tht i wish cud be granted is ; to get ue bacq.Not only you,to get ur loves bacq.
wish i am a vampire,so cud bite ur neck using my fangs.
and,u'll always be mine..
but,its just not gonna happen..
and,every single sweetalks of mine to ue otf are just really true.
u're th ferst person,whom i let out my truelove to..
every sweetalks of mine are seriously true,not even faking any of it..
haiiz..
ahmad,i still do love you .. ♥

to fairuz;
why cant ue just be serious in a matter of relationships? u've hurt me for the third time todae.
ue told me,tht ue still love me?thts not the way for showing ur love towards me,by leaving me and say,ue dontwanna hurt me animore..u're just hurting me once again by leaving me alone in this darkness room..i cant find any way out,except for crying out to make me feel better.
but,i'm not even feeling any better right now..
i'm feeling worst! ue noe worst? ... i started to trust ue,started to love ue,
and i thought ue cud replaced ahmad..
but,i am wrong..
maybe,we are not meant to be together fai?
yes,we're not meant to be together..
just go and find ur own mrs right alright.
i aint ur mrs right..
takecare fairuz,and goodluck for the future..
and,thanks for all ur "LOVE" .. [:



yours sincerely;
salsabila..