heyloos dearest

hahas.

random picha aye above,and i swear i miss the ahmadsyahmi truckloads.

uh,i duncare if u see this.I just need you to know that i rly miss you so much,and i cant deny.

uhms,aye..

i'm bored yeah.

but,hearing to the song puspa by st12 make me rmbr abt the past.

hahas.

only Izzahsister know why..

omg.

seriously manxzs.

but,nvm

i told myself" nvm.if he still rmbr me , he will surely contact me.if not,then its okay.i wont blame him.its his own decision to still contact me or not.i cant do anything anymore cause he's no longer mine..but,i just wish tht we cud share the love tgther again .."

haish.

i swear for now i dont want to have any r/s with any other guy.

i'm just waiting for ahmad..

if nvr get him back den, i'll just wait for my mr right when i'm older,and not now..

uhms,

not going out aye.

thts why i'm bored.

abt the novel ystrdae tht i borrowed.

i only read 3 pages and den ..

lazy.

later lahs.

hahas

and i'm feeling sleeeeeppy right now.

-_-"

omg.

how i wish ahmad are otf wif me right now,like we usually do when we are tgt.

we'll be otf till late evening..

we wont feel bored at all , especially when we are "crap-ing" with each other ..

we can just laugh laugh laugh all the way,

and i swear he's the only guy tht can make me smile when i'm down.

i miss the msges and the way he say " b wakie wakie " or " jabbawockeez"

so cute manxssz.

like seriously.

hahas.

WIDE SMILE of urs can make me be as happy as i am before ..

u're just so special my dear .

u are the only guy who can make me smile all the way..

even if i sayy tht, other bestguyfriend all around me.

but,u're the only one who can make me smile and laugh without faking it.

special huhs? ..

i'm just wishing and praying hard tht we'll still contact each other dude.

aites

i guess i want to crytosleep now.

byebye

takecare

lotsalove;

salsabila♥

muacksmuacks!