hello readers.
i threw out everything tht i'm eating just now when i received this msg.
and,tears start to roll down to my cheecks.
its from his mom.
which asked whats my relationship with him.
and,i told her we are just being friends.
she asked the same question,as she said dont lie to her.
so,i told her,we are close friend.
when,suddenly she say, to better stop contacting him,or else she would come to meet my parents and all..
what did i do wrong in the ferst place?
its just tht i need to be loved by someone,
when,suddenly..
everything has been ruined.
but,its oke bby.
i understand.
i dont blame ur mom..
i'll stop contacting ue anymore,
eventhough deep down in my heart,i still love you.
i've got no choice,and i need to accept your mom's decision.
she know whats the best for her dearestson..
bby,
if ue're reading this..
i just want to tell you ,thanks for all your love towards me.
eventhough we had patch back,and we thought we wud last,
but,it has been ruined..
its okay,whatever it is..
you and "him" will always be deep down in my heart and mind.
i've always got both of you in my heart,
only tht,maybe i'm not being made to be with any of you.
yes i'm hurt,but this hurtful feelings will always make me remember you..
and,will always remember all the sweetmemories when i'm with you.
takecare of yourself,
and,be a good son to ur mom..
respect her decision aites.
i love you..