hello reader.
i'm sad.
hurt..
yesterday night,
i was so happy and glad to know that ue still love me,
and still want to contact me.
and,when ue called me last night,i felt like as if i'm the only person who is happy in this wide whole world..
and,just now morning,with all ur sweet words,
u msged me.
glad again,that ue get bacq ur fone,and can contacted me once again.
but,everything goes haywire when suddenly this someone uses ur fone,
and sayy tht both of ue are having an affair.
and,someone asked me to breakoff with ue,cause u're just one of a playboy out there.
but,because i trust ue.
because i trust ue i donwanna breakup with ue,and kept on trusting ue..
but,why did ue suddenly asked me for a break? huh?
say tht u wanna stay single for now,just because next year is the important year of urs..
yes,hurt.
but still,i accept ur decision.
cause ue wanna noe why??!
cause i LOVE YOU , i respected ur decision.
how many times must i feel hurt?
where is all ur promises to me?
i remembered ue told me,
"i will always love ue no matter what happen k.i will not make u in vain.i will cherish u while with ue kay cyg" ..
but where's all ur promises?
do ue noe tht i rly do love ue? ..
i cried,just because i cant contact ue animore.
i cried,cause i love you.
i cried,because i miss you.
i cried,cause ue leave me AGAIN.
but, i bet ue dont care.
right? ..
thx bby for everything,thx alot [:
whatever it is,
memories are always kept.
uhh,
just drop tht subject.
we really are nt meant to be tgt..
ouh yes.
meeting my dearest I.R later on [:
gossips !
here we go.
hahas.
uh,lame.
currently chatting with broRaemy..
early in the morning,
otf wif dearestMaria..
omg,i miss her truckloads.
we talked till just now,ard 11plus.
when suddenly the fone stopped and goes . toot , tooot , tooooot.
lols.
tht means,
no more connection ]:
sad aye?
haiiz.
but,its oke maria.
we'll meet again.
real soon aye bby[:
hmms.
and,i'm hungry aite now.
only tht,when i wanna eat,
i have no selera.
seriously..
haiiz.
hurt bby , huurt alot .
hahas.
just dont care[:
alright.
i got nothing else to say.
bye
takecare
lotsalove;
salsabila♥
muacksmuacks!


and bby,
i guess u're just toying ard with my feelings,
believing in ue really hurts..
but,
eventhough u hurt me,
deep down in my heart,
i still love you ..
jus takecare of urself.
and,good luck for ur next year important year[:
iloveyou..