Friday, November 28, 2008
ssup readers(:
uhm,
currently doinq nothanq ..
i was just thinkinq abt whud happened ystrdae niqht ..
i cried durinq talkinq otf wif bby ..
i told hym everythinq except for those thinqs abt me and maria's probs ..
i just cant stand it , keepinq everythinq to myself ..
bby kept on blaminq hymself aft i told hym all tht stuffs ..
he says "if eu want , jz leave me for the sake of ur friends happiness .."
and thts when i start to cry ..
and i told hym , hw bout my happiness?! and he kept quiet ..
haiish.
i didnt even wanna loose any of them ..
i dunwanna loose sisters ,
i dunwanna loose dani ,
lyke how i've loose AHMAD SYAHMI ..
i rly dunwanna loose anyone riqht now ..
i dunwana loose anyone whom i loved ..
please ..
i aint stronq to keep everythinq to maself ..
bby ,
i know eu aint in the wronq .
and i know ,
sisters aint in the wronq too ..
its just all about me ..
i know , i've chanqed ..
bt my feelinqs,
my love towards eu sisters ,
hasnt chanqed even for a sinqle dot ..
i still love you sisters lyke how i did,before i qot dani ..
i swear ..
please dont think neqatively abt me ,
aft i qot dani ..
i feel tht "people doesnt want me to be with dani .."
whud shud i do?!
haiiz ..
nehmind , lets just drop tht subject ..
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todae ,
qoinq to cik ana's house (filzah's)
omq,
lonq tyme nvr qo there ,
since hari raya time ..
hehez ..
i swear i miss filzah so the fuckinq much[x
i miss "crap-inq" and "qossip-inq" with her ..
hahas.
she's fun yo !
so ,
the intention of us to qo there is cause ,
cik ana qoinq to mecca soon ,
so ibu wanna have a nice chat with her ..
2nd thinq is tht ,
we miss them lyke so much ?
hahas(:
and ,
ohhs ..
i'm sorry sisters ,
i cant taqq eu peeps alonq to qo to CP ..
if i can ,
maybe i'll jz contact eu kkays ?
i love you sisters (:
todae is oredi fridae ..
december cominq soon ..
real soon ..
and ,
aft december ..
holidaes over ..
school starts ..
everythinq qonna chanqe ..
diff classes ,
diff teachers ( maybe ...)
diff classmates ..
omq ,
i miss those times , dearest 2a1]:
can i turn back time ?
nahh,
its impossible yeah salsa ?
[:
haiiz ..
i rly cant qet those probz outta my head seh ]:
nahhh!
forqet it salsa ..
wtver it is ,
sisters ..
AKU SAYANG KORANG , AND I SWEAR I DO .
and dani ,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ,
and dont keep on blaminq yrself ..
dont ever say abt "leavinq each other " ,
cze i noe tht i love you .
yes i do , aint jokinq bby .
okie,
dats all.
byebye
takecare
lotsalove;
salsabila
muaccckkks!