Saturday, August 16, 2008
heyloos readers(:
sa[L]sa here again;for the 2nd post.
was kindda bored uh.
as usual(:
i wanna share to eu all sumthing,
which maybe makes u all go;wateverrs?
idk.but,this hand really makes me,wants to type everything in this post,
and dat makes me a new post for todae,2nd post..
was hearing to the song;fall for you
and,there it goes;the quotes ;ineedyoumoredenwadineed
came in my mind straight away when i'm hearing to that song..
really,all those memories came back to me..
and i think nothing more,except for the past.
and;
u're so lucky i think.
yes.you are SO lucky to get hym.
even if i sayy,i'm much more luckier den eu,
as i get most thinggs dat i want.(maybe)
but,i didnt get the "person" whom i loved,the most,.
dats the "important" person for me,actually..
no one could understand,and no one feel how much,
how deeply i love him.and how,i swore to myself on 220807.
yes..3 mths for me to get to love hym fully..but,iduncre,
all i noe is dat,i've started to love hym fully,till now;actually..
deep in my heart,dat i really Love hym so much,and wont leave hym,
even watever happens..
bt on 290708,
it really makes my heart crush,as if its been hit by a big aeroplane,
a big aeroplane,crushing on my small heart..
wen he told me..he had no love for me animre..
lots of questions playing ard in my mind..
wad wrong had i done to hym till he cant even love me nimre?
wad did i sayy,till he did nt even love me?
isit true,its my fault for making hym loose hys love towards me?
much more question surroundings my mind..
i cried,yes i do..
i dun care who is watching me..
but the only thing dat i noe is dat..
i really feel damn sad..
really,really,really sad..
and the only thing i noe is dat;to cried as hard as i cud..
i feel like even shouting to hym,dat i love hymm so much,and can even swear to hym dat i love hymm soo muchh..
and,i feel like begging hym..nt to leave me.
even after my friends,cliques,classmates,help me..
try makes me forget hym.
by all jokes,all laughters..
but,i still cant control my tears.
and,even,for the ferst time,
i cried infront most of my CLASSMATES,even my FOR T'CHER
as u see,i love hym so much.
even after my secretive babes,
and all..and even naz,the person who loved me..
and,naz,sayy dat he love me so much,
i cant hide to hym dat i still love ______________.
i told naz,and he scolded me,he did..
he sayy dat,why shud i love a person like hym,wen he's the one who leave me liddat?
yes.i do HATE ________..
but,its jz for awhile,
and yes..i did asked for a break from naz,
as i've told in my old post,
dat i cant even forget abt ____________,
den why shud i lie to naz dat i love hym?
yes.i ended my rltionship with naz,
cze,i cant even love hym..
but, suddenly a guy..makes me love hym..
a person,whom came in my life..
but,its nt dat i love hym,and want hym to be my bbyboi,
its jz dat,i found out dat i love hym,as my own brother.
as deeply in my heart,
dat _______________ name is still on my heart,
hys name has not vanished from my heart..
nt even a single "ink".
sigh..
u're so luck babe..
hw i cud wish,i cud go back to the old times..
with hym ard me..
with hym,hearing to all my problems..
with hym,making me happy back...
with hym,calling me at night,makes my boredoms gone..
with hym..loving me..
with hym..caring abt me..
with hym,saying all those loving words to me..
u're soo soo soo lucky,yes..i meant it.u're so lucky..
yes.and wad u sayy in ur past past PM; "a guy like you is impossible to find,you're impossible to find"
yes..its true.
a guy like hym is impossibe to find..
seriously,i didnt even get to find a guy like hym,till now..
treasure hym.love hym,with ur full heart..
and prove to hym dat u love hym..
cause i believe,if he get a gal,
he'll treasure hys gal,
he'll love hys gal fully,
its jz dat,
maybe,its my fault too,
for making hym loose hys love towards me..
he's the best guy(:
i hope,
dat both of you last long..
and,will doakan bth of eu,will overcome everything smoothly(:
lotsoflove;
sa[L]sa<3