Saturday, August 30, 2008
another post for todae((:
and,yes.
chatted with kak syirin♥
ohmygod.
imisshersomuchluhh~
and,yes kak.i've broke up with hym.
sorry fer nt telling eu.
thx for ur supports on me.
i really thx eu:D
urm.
kayys,happened to get this song; "everything i do,i do it for eu"
ohmygod.
one more thangg.
dat song really gonna make me cried really hard,TOMORROW.
today i control my tears..
i really dunwanna show to people in my hse baybeyh.
sigh.
dat song really..makes me feel like i'm bck to dat time..
where,dat is our fave song.(i think so.nt sure abt hys)..
ohmy...
i really..
cant stop my hands from typing all of dis..
as i'm typing,tears forming..
bt,i managed to hold it back..
i swear,dat i still,i do love him.
even ______ name is no longer in my mind..
what shud i do?
my love-stories,had a sad ending..
and,syidah.u're love story is like mine.
i really,wanna stay strong.and,i hope eu can too;syidah(:
bt once i heard the song,saw the numbers,saw dat cute lil bear,
even looking at my nieces faces,i remembered hym..
hw he started talking to me otf..
hw he talked to my niece,even otf...i cud still remember.
and,one thangg,dat made my heart sank is dat,
when lin started to ask me; "mane yg slalu call auntie tuu?die tak kol lagi ke?asl dier tk kol?dier tknk bbl nan auntie lagi eh?"lotsa question she's asking me..
i started to feel bck.hw i felt during 290708..
it really makes me weak.
i cant hold bck my tears..
i noe,he wont care abt me animre,even if i type dis.
bt,i cant really stop my hand from typing all dis here..
how i wish,
there's a rewind button,where i cud rewind back everything..
bt i noe,its too late..
my niece,
we've lost a person,
whom we LOVED bbys.
whom we used to talk to..
whom we used to Joke with...
sigh..
oh my god..
i'm recalling everything.
the place where we met..
everyday,
i was walking alone,
at the path,where u usually send me home..
it really makes me remind of something,
wen we walked past the place,
where my brother is there,and eu made a quick walked infront of me..
it really makes me laugh,when i recall it bck.
bt,i noe..
eu wont even remember where's our ferst meet..
sigh..
may eu last long with aniz.
take care.
muchloves;
sa[L]sa♥